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[24 Nov 2003|08:26pm] New layout at my site. ANOTHERTUESDAY.COM Go there now. 2 : what?

[08 Sep 2003|04:30pm] [ mood | yay ] [ music | MLIW ] My portfolio is now up on my site. Go there. Sign my guestbook, do something. anothertuesday.com 3 : what?

[04 Sep 2003|03:02pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | The Procedure - Tackling The Azimuth ] I got some work on my site done. http://www.anothertuesday.com Comment and let me know what you think. what?

[26 Aug 2003|02:35am] [ mood | pensive ] Today was fun...with the exception of my mom freaking out about a phone call my dad recieved. We won't get into that. I went to hang out with Angelo. He definitely brightened my mood. We played mini-golf with Mike, Brian, and Anthony. It was pretty fun. At least I wanted to have fun with it...it took a while for the others to realize that though. Regardless, I had a good time. Angelo kneed my head today when I was fighting him. Hahahaha. Then he got sad because he thought I was mad at him. Silly Angelo. Moved Michelle into school today. The ride up was nice. Moving her stuff was quick...the trip to and from Long Island was so long though. Wow, I just thought of how my house will soon contain only my parents. Aww...that makes me sad. They'll be fine, though...I'm sure of it. I should go to bed....later. what?

[14 Aug 2003|09:49pm] [ mood | energetic ] Today has been one hectic day. Originally my family and of course myself were going out to eat with my grandparents. No problem. Then my sister and mom got lost from eachother in AC...I had to try to console my sister on the phone. The my cousin calls about dinner tonight cause they were coming. Then my grandpa calls about it. Then I tried calling my dad who just left work. Oh not to mention a huge red spider in my shower and Daisy peed on the floor because I forgot to take her out during the chaos...the kicker was that I was trying to get showered and ready for today. So normally I take 40 paced minutes to shower and get presentable and whatnot after that. This took me 2 hours of non stop running. I mean any get together with the family is hectic enough, but this was incredibly rediculous. It sounds a lot better than it actually was...I'm able to handle high tension situations with ease and this time I was like "WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". So I also got called by my other grandma about the power outage in NYC. And when I was calling my dad earlier, the phone and lights all had a lull in energy...sorta like everything just all of a sudden dimmed and like went slowwwwww. I was like going literally insane. Worst part about this is that now I can't stop being all high energy...and if I wasn't straight edge, I'd totally be drinking or smoking something right now. Hahaha. That's all. what?

[05 Aug 2003|11:47pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Count Me Out - Against The World ] We're awesome! 12 : what?

[21 Apr 2003|12:11pm] [ mood | relaxed ] Kid Dynamite pictures...finally. There aren't many cause I am too lazy to do all that resizing, uploading, and linking shit. ( Day 3 of the SSE Benefit Shows ) That's all for now. 2 : what?

[02 Jan 2003|12:01am] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | At the Drive-In - Alpha Centuri ] I don't care who does or does not admire my personality/looks/likes/dislikes...but wow...people are insane sometimes. Thats all I can say. 2002 was an amazing year for the sole fact that I have become more human than most people know. I had so many ups. So many downs. So much of everything....and I don't regret a bit of it. Positivity and optimism are great. 2003 will be better. ( 2003....2002 ) 9 : what?

[13 Jul 2002|06:55pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | why am I listening to Saves the Day? hahahahahaha. ] Yo, the jetski was fun today. I'm tired. Peace. <3. what?

[01 Feb 2002|11:52pm] [ mood | ? ] [ music | The Cure - Boys Don't Cry ] I would say I'm sorry...if I thought that it would change your mind, But I know that this time I've said too much, been too unkind. I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies. I try and laugh about it...hiding the tears in my eyes 'cause boys (GIRLS) don't cry, boys (GIRLS) don't cry I would break down at your feet and beg forgiveness. Plead with you, but I know that it's too late. And now there's nothing I can do. So I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies. I try to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes 'cause boys (GIRLS) don't cry. I would tell you, that I loved you if I thought that you would stay. But I know that it's no use, that you've already gone away. Misjudged your limits, pushed you too far, took you for granted. I thought that you needed me more. Now I would do most anything to get you back by my side. But I just keep on laughing, hiding the tears in my eyes. 'cause boys (GIRLS) don't cry, boys (GIRLS) don't cry, boys (GIRLS) don't cry what?

[22 Jan 2002|08:07pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | the cure ] i'm in love with my "theme" for this journal. the colors are amazing. tomorrow i have my history midterm...which will not be fun considering that i have to know MAD stuff...and I have to learn all this current even stuff. i'm so tired already...and i have two essays to write tonight for that class due tomorrow. i'm pretty stressed out. i was thinking about a nap today but i really needed a shower...it was a few days since my last one. i feel so clean now. so i guess it was worth it. i just am so tired and i have all this work to do tonight. i wish it were easier. midterms are suck things. anyway, still no word from the dave. i guess he's pretty set on not talking or even coming close to seeing me for a while (most likely forever if it were up to him). but i'm determined to talk to him. i've got stuff on my mind that he should know. losing friends is not cool. why is he mad at me? cause i'm friends with his friend? he doesn't like me so why should he care? i say this everyday, but i still have to ask it because it just sucks...its extremely not fun to think about. and if he knew what he actually put me through, wow, i wonder what he'd say....but you know what? i'm better than that...i have to get over things as best as i can, i wont forget this until its settled, but even still, i can't not live life. i know it sounds like an ass thing to do, but what else can i do until he decides to stop avoiding me by all means? so i may not be perfect for him, so i may not be perfect for anyone, and i know it, but still, there's too much going on right now for me to get caught up in one thing trying to make myself perfect. its never going to happen. everyone has faults, i guess thig fault of mine was major cause i have certainly lost a friend. then it makes me wonder...has he thought about me at all during this time we haven't talked? probably not. oh well. nothing i cna do about that. anyway, i can't talk about that forever cause its going to get me emo or something...that would be stupid. i can't wait for the summer. i'll be able to drive, hopefully get a job for money, relax, you know, just be able to live a bit more than now. i'm not looking forward to the next few days. but right now instead of complaining, i have to do my work or else i will be complaining more when i dont know my shit. haha. anyway, goodbye my loyal readers <3 1 : what?

[20 Jan 2002|11:18pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Elliott - Drive On To Me ] yo. new journal. word. i'm out son. 2 : what?

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